Sentimentalism....

dis is wat my buddy is goin thru..she has started to keep in ctc wit her long lost fren...between the 2 of them..they went thru a lot of hurdles! ups and downs in their emotions,major communication breakdown,conflicts, politics,unresolved misunderstandings n bnyk lagi..as usual her sentimentalism epidemic has attacked her and despite all the difficulties, she has decided to kiss and make up...eh member dgr, member respect lah! i tink kalau gue jadi dia, gue tiada maaf bagimu...

skrg gue dlm dilemma - gue pun kena rekindle dgn dektu jugak! mcm mane nak react eh? tak kena gaya gue! eh dah mcm anak indon pulak berbual...aries, aries, lu punya sentimental gue pun terbabit!...takpe maybe dis is for the better...kayak cerita cintan gituk!

KAHKAHKAHKAH...

37.8

the abovementioned in my body temperature rite now...aduh mak..i'm down with flu...when tried to nap juz now, there was like throbbing sound in my kepala! but i'm stil at work...tink later after i call my mum and they back den i want to go back! buang duit, jumpa doc take tdy and tmrw mc ke...rest at home! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

eh kita ada cerita, lately sumone who used to be close to us...seems to change. now she doesnt call and confide in us no more...sikit2 'accident' nya nama yg disebut.. huh! 7 months, and we saw her true colours..yelah dah korek rahsia bnyk2 - hbis madu serpah dibuang! like aries said, we'r old news..i told her no, we are old muse, mcm old amusement park! sad kan, at the end of the day semua bangsa dia samalah... sumhow dis has triggered sum more emotions wit aries, member terkenang masa lalu whn sumone we know oso chged! dis is like cycle, it revolves areound us all the time. hai, now whn i think abt it, if ever i'd be given a promotion, i'd have to reconsider, how to hv a leader whom u r always wary of! eh dis cold is killing me, ok hv to wake sumone up b4 she goes far2 away to wonderland!

alamak d date is wronglah,shld be 19 december at 2.30pm

wit the cake sponsor! aka ibu lah...

wit abah

first time blow candle, look how sungguh2!



the $10 cake danish chose...he pointed to dis one becoz of the ernie and cookie monster and of coz the b'day prince...goodness it was so susah to take his foto


BASH

danish 3rd b'day celebration....takde ape2....juz e 3 of us! bot a $10 cake, he finished half all by himself...abah will be getting him a toy golf club set!....tink he's influence with the LExus Cup assignment he's doin now! from ibu...hepi b'day danish...i'll quickly give your adik dina soon!

wonderful pple!

dis i hv to share - lately i've been reading familiar names on tv...dis is how it goes:

Production Assistant

Herman Bin Ponijo

(dis is my youngest bro)

Grafik Pembukaan

Nurbahaya Baharuddin

(dis is my poly buddy)

News by Rita Zahara

email ritazahara@cna.com.sg (sumthg like dat)

(dis is my CGS classmate)

now here i am sitting in front of the tv...wah d pple i know so glamor now..me glamot..hopefully dey still remember me...however i'm proud of them...who knows mine will be:

Leading Actress:

Tinibear

(dreams.......)

we both want dis girl so much or we want another baby!...my grandniece aka nuha falisha

sum of my nieces and A nephew, the biggest one is my sis-in-law(13th in the family)

the silver boria family, we didnt get gold so we settled wit silver - 2nd placing

This may be a bit outdated, tapi takpelah semangat raya masih ada ape, sekaligus hari raya haji. Actually i just got these fotos frm my hsbnd hp, lambat betul nak tgu dia upload! dahlah our modem is down at home....nw only can do these at work....the modem breakdown is so upsetting! we can only replace wit the same motorola modem because starhub says so and it costs $99.25, mahal kan? beli baju baru lagi best! eh dis disember so many belanje!

Suddenly i feel sad and forlorn....i'm gonna miss my K2s. it was a veri susah year for me wit them...in the beging of the year they cldn even write a proper sentence..now they can write a short compo....i've been teaching them since N2..so they are a bit more special...dah taknak ckp lagilah..air mataku dah nak meleleh....

Too much?

i feel dat i'm doing so much in one place that i've been neglecting others in another place...at work i've been doin so much above and beyond my call of duty when i tot that it'll be recognized...however due to sum change of spate of events..my recognition might just poofed in the air...poor me!

at home, i've slacked so much....i'm told that i'm not trying hard enuf, yet again i don have energy, perhaps juz perhaps since doin 2 much at work doesnt help den whats the point? I'm lucky though i still have my big punching bag at work for me to let go...i love her sooooo veri much...my wonderful ram!

celebrate

its the time of the year again, ramadhan den syawal....every year i always tell myself dat i must save enuf for the celebration, to buy goodies, food for my guests, etc yet i still overspent n go overbudget on my expenses...dunno till when i'll ever learn my lesson...this year my little family will be in silver....gorgeous! both my oven n my mum's have boycotted us, so this year yet to confirm whether any kueh or not....nvrmind eat crackers oso ken...since my house seldom pple cums...small matter...however i dream of the the chocolate sampan biscuit...hmmm

More Bali photos, too bad their a bit late.....can you see how fat I am? 

amazing

its amazing how some people can really change over sometime! i began to wonder how honest some pple are....today i was given the honours to point out the deficiencies in others' classroom environments...i felt important...but it was frustrating when some juz got distracted and turned a deaf ear....i'm not surprised if i have stabbed holes at my back later...

ITS OKAY!

one more thingy, my long lost fren emailed me...i'm gonna see her soon!

the last holiday we had..at bali...need another one though! 

The Wonderful World of Birks! If only I could have all of them! 

BIRKS!

red alert! red alert! this is a warning - a new epidemic has broke among my buddies, in fact rite to my son - we are all suffering from birkenstocks syndrome! sum pics of the designs we fancy. imagine if me & my 2 darlings wear them - wont we be like the cutest birks & birkis family!

Its cuming!

What's cuming? My holiday! cant wait oredi, done partial of my packing and counting down the days now! however, firstly must decide how much we need to spend.....hmmmmm..the next following days are going to cum and go, my mind wil be floating in the air - only physically here....

enuf said, update more of my floating feelings again!

Whoevere mite see my fotos dont they look great? - these days we look so full - gone were the days we can squeeze into one camera..when we were half the size we were!

Some shots of us Crescentians at our gathering at Swensens celebrating 17 years of friendship and we brot our juniors along! 

A bigger closer and bigger look of us all! 

We'l be there soon! 

the stress if having another child is taking too much toll on me. i feel sad when my "good fren" cums evry mth...with evry expecting mum dat walks past me - makes my head spinning with envy! i'm so obsessed with expecting dat i think dat i feel anxious wit evry small symptoms! must learn to be less anxious and maybe just maybe, it will cum at the time whn i don expect! but dis is too long - tink shld i go to a doctor....i'm terribly tired when pple arnd me keeps askg when to hv another one - i've been trying since my firstborn was a few mths old - 2 yrs now n beginning to give up! i cry during my monthly dues! ARGHHHHHH!

the week passed by so fast, rushing me for my deadlines. it seems dat everyday u cum back to wrk and evrything goes as per normal. do work evryday and time passes by.

need to chge my life a little bit - i'm a middle of new fitness regime rite now. me & my buddy will workout 3 days in a week after work - about 15 to 20mins of brisk walking along the canal. we are targeting to lose 20kgs and we shall don our bikinis once we've achieved our "fantasy" weight...imagine the hard work we need to do - like my buddy says "we are like tai-tais jogging wit our ipod and hppod!

With my most beloved a the zoological gardens-behind us u cant see 3 hippos sleeping and floating in the water! 

cant wait!

my head is thumping wit all the suspense m waiting for the $$$$$...hmmmm..okay to all the concerned pls bear with me. i'm doing all my best...pls, pls, pls.....but what if my hsbnd's bonus doesnt cover?!!! no! i must be hopeful like hoping for my second one......Amin!

marvellous


now that the plans are on the way , i begin to wonder how many percent will work out through...i'm looking forward to this, i dunno abt the rest. imagine...i've been in control of my expenses lately to save my cash. cut down on my cab fare home n lots more - forgot all abt the adidas pants even when i was offered as my belated gift, becoz i dont want the money to be spent all because of me....however, esprit is on sale....hmmmmm.........................ceh! forget it!

The pure Islam colour-green! 

Enjoying the cold breeze.. 

New shoes!


Me veri excited, FINALLY i got my new shoes - a pair or birkenstock! tks 2 my 2 buddies for pitching for the cpst of the shoes. Me veri in love! Enuf of that, i'm planning for my next holidau - BALI! but due to the current disappointment of my performance bonus - have to be veri careful with the accountin n guess what? my cute buddy n hby is coming along 2! very excited!

coming!

what is dat? i'll be thirty soon! dat is what is cumg...phuh veri old reaching the number 3. wonder what lies ahead...a third of a decade have past through my life...what have i achieve? i still want pursue my degree...is it too late? no wait get another 2 or 3 birth certs more den go for my scroll...hmmm....

MAD!

now, why would i be mad? its just not fair, s'pore used to belong to a malay ruler and after dat ang moh came, he bot s'pore and nw it has becum a multiracial country -dis chinese immigrants have since overly populated our temasek and nw we malays become the victims. nd i say more-everywhere dese immigrants have taken up all the good stuff, high post, high salary, and everythg else yg sewaktu dgnnya. How can i tolerate dis, we do all the work & nobody sees but one wrong step the whole neyborhood noe! As for them, veri easy....angkat aje! mesti dapat! kita yg bertungkus lumus takde recognition. I'm so MAD!

i cant believe it!


i'm elated! last weekend nine west was on sale but my 400 has been exhausted on medical fees, medication, taxi fare all for the love for my darling! my bash is cuming, what do i want for my present i wonder.....? perhaps a new bag for work, new shoes,...& the list goes on.....

you give me fever

the weekend was tiring, i had two babies to look after - my darling todd had fever on both days and on sunday i babysit my big baby. we chatted and gossiped and she sang to me with her harmonious lullaby. i was given a lecture to take the day off to look after my todd - but i need a break, went back to work to be away for awhile. turns out he was fine in the day & his fever came back at night! serves me rite! now i'm so very sleepy!

PMS

i tot only women go through this but my soul partner has been in very foul mood lately, i really dont know why! PMS??? Just let him be...hopefully he cools off one of these days. its like everythg i say. he snaps at me....so better shut up! so nw i look like sumone under the silent magic spell - all quiet, no rebutt, no argue, all agree.... Now wht will i do this weekend? i stil have another man to spend time with..dis one always cheers me up everyday...arios!

relax?

hmm...why this title? this year it seems that my workload is soooooo light, its half what i always do. however i feel suspicious...maybe more things to come? it doesnt matter i will work only what i'm paid for! even my resposibility have been cut into half! there is a new leader at work, personally not fit for her job...nvr mind....no point being green eyed! i have this sudden aspiration to further my education...i aspire to be a trainer one day...but before dat i want to make use of the baby bonus! pray for me!

feet comfort

my ever loyal slip-ons i bot in few mths back have given up on me...I NEED NEW SHOES! i'm in love wit nine west shoes...will it be on sale? hmmm...mayb my ERS can cover the cost...but i tot i wanted to buy a bag? getting 400 like getting 4000! Dream on!

NEW

Its the 1st day of school, many new faces wow! veri chaotic...my newlywed buddy has a new hairstyle va-va-voom...the other buddy took a cab to skool...hmmm...change?? me, stil the same lah..

a very sombre new year

in the light of the recent tsunami tragedy, all the new year celebrations seem to in the same sombre mood. personally i feel the same too, it does not seem rite for us to be too joyful with the about more than 100,000 lives lost around us....