its been so long!

eh dah lama betol kita tak update kitanya blog. i'm gonna summarise all the happenings for the past 2 months. Here it goes:

sumwhere in jan
i wanted to give back my new title after being promoted...i'm very stressed dat i don tink i can fulfill my responsibilities...i was told to outshine each other...tak bolelah mana ada energy. sumhow my request cant be accepted..my sup says she has confidence in me and i can cum bck for review for another 2mths or so,if i still feel the same...now i tink i've more confidence. sumwhere dis mth, i was oso feeling so down...again & agn my in laws asyik cakap gue gemuk aje..eh tak bole gemok ke! kita feel happy kan? abih asyik kena tanam baja aje...all their sindiran really offended me...sedih tau kita....nak ngadu dgn laki...dia pun nanti nasi tambah...

10 & 13 february
my darling husband bot me my b'day gift - my new birks ibiza in beige...lawar tau! tak sempat ambik gambar. i got my hsbnd ambercrombie polo t and a white l/s from Marks & Spencer and after 5 years of marriage we watched movie, just the 2 of us..he wanted to watch "Fearless" yg ada Jet Li tu, eeeee..i taknak, i said "Memoirs of a Geisha"...eeee laki ku pulak taknak...jadi kita tengok "Fun with Dick and Jane"....kelakarlah tapi....Jim Carey mcm dah mild sikit...

20 february
my good fren came...eh! frustrated betol!....macam main "scratch and win" - once tak sangkut - "Sorry, try again!"

today
i did my calculations again if i want to resign - whether enuf or not, seems dat i hv to cancel my cable subscription, internet, danish send to the PCF near our hse(so can save tpt costs) only have 200 to spend on groceries, toiletries, tpt and nonsense...hmmmm bole ke?
nari kat keja kita nangis...entahlah kenapa...so emotional...i feel so fustrated, i do so much but blah, blah, blah...malaslah nak cakap lagi...nasib baik ada bantal busuk cute i...ada tempat nak mengadu...