updates

her nikah...
wit her 1 bro n 1 sis..b4 she went down to berarak with her other bro n wife..

me, su and nor....
zhang, alice, lin, sally, bee geok and angeline

silly me....

bishan park during our staff retreat...after all the games are over....look at our heads? shrek headgear sponsored by angeline

one day after his khatan...danish in his kain....aftr his morning wipe

semenjak dua menjak ni mcm nak tulis..sampai tak sempat nak update ok let me update for those who stil read my blog ha! sori i f i bore u

April

my darling danish dikhatan kan....Alhamdulillah...semua selamat. by nw of coz lah dah recoverlah...it was an experience sey! susah betol nak suruh dia buang air mcm2 alasan dia!

den my Wak wahid was hospitalized, he had a stroke...visited him...he's out frm hospital nw...and recuperating at St Joseph's home...frm wat i hear frm his grndchdn, he's doing much better...i feel guilty, havent visited him since he's out.

another sad story was, my wak saenah passed on..the woman who hd looked after me wen i just came to this world 32yrs ago.. her passing was very unexpected...she meninggal while her hsbnd(wak wahid) was in hospital...both me n my mum said, perhaps she was tinking so much dat her heart became weak and she never woke up....sedih tau but she went peacefully..Al-Fateha

May

den my niece farhana met wit an accident..she's riding n collided wit a sbs bus..sustaing head injuries..i visited her while she was unconscious in ICU...kesian u! her hair all shaved nw she's out n we see her wit a little sash arnd her head....mcm pakai tudung gitu

our staff retreat at bishan park...hd sum games n sum mini sports - 7 aside soccer, captain's ball, limbo rock, balls n hoops, panas betol hari tu! but wat i cant 4get was wen we played captains ball, mak kau dat other grp was SUPER ROUGH..takde sportswomanship betol! abis tudung ku semua!

June

ending may to june...my niece and nephew got married....dble wedding....dis happened b4 in our fmly but it was more thn 20 yrs ago? i can stil remember the vivid memories i hd those days wen i was stil veri young!...my dad was arnd, always scolding me...pantang silap sikit! at tht time my job was to look after my younger nieces n nephews...

hwver for this wedding, i looked after my niece n nephew too, i had to be make-up artist! don call me mak andam...becoz m not qualified....i just love to do this tings.

dis wkend we'll be goin to KL for part 2 of mas's wedding....

ending note

i'm lousy wit blogger foto uploading n arrangg, hwvr i hv uploaded sum fotos on top! there are more pics at my foto site too!

enjoys!

bbq at chalet

last sat, morning pegi wrshop at HQ, den watched Mr bean's holiday kat cathay with the fmly...den we went to pasir ris...for BBQ

the gathering was for rin's bday...my hsbnd niece..i tink her 17th....wah so much food was there.
tapi kita mcm tak enjoy..even brg2 bbq i didnt eat much only 1pc of otah, a little bit of ikan pari...n meehoon..makanan berlambak tau..ade ayam, otak, udang, hot dog, ikan pari sambal, pasta, mcm2 fruits, kari to eat wit roti...ishishish, typing abt it makes my mouth water....

on another note, while snap foto here and there,kita tak ambik gambar bday gal, kelakar kan? yang posing2 kita aje...n if u see the fotos, i just sat there while more n more pple cum n take foto wit me...entah lah mlm tu mcm malas nak makan

as usual there are more fotos...as for now..tadas

33 college green

ini pulak pemandangan dari belakang...kan mcm chalet kan?


dis is the view where ogy hangs her laundry, nasib baik dah angkat, klu tidak, pemandangan tak indah langsung....hahahahaha, jgn mare ha ogy...

dis is the front view..mcm kampung kan? with atap zinc lagi...

oh wat fun we had last weekend, kita all gi umah ogy at 33 college green..eh dkt adam rd makan tau...hmmm sedap..

sampai aje sane we talked abt who stays rnd there, ogy's hse is nxt to nadya's ex hsbnd's, she nw stays with her boyfren nw...dat darren lim...pun dat area oso...

eh another interesting ting was, sampai aje sane, i saw pple walk2 lah den..i saw rita zahara yang walk2..ish ish ish..takde org lain ke..wen i chkd wit my cuzin, no she doesnt stay there...mesti visit siape2 lah tu

ok back to the hsewrmg..we sampai veri early..abt 1plus...the ting start 3plus so kita rilek2 main carrom..wah dah lama sey..wit my hsbdn...kalah teruk babe...makn was sedap...but i suka sekali the adam rd teh tarik...ish POWER!

den kan last minute shah's bro suggested we had a bbq...so dey bot a small grill at nearby supermarket...we hd prawns, chicken, crab, otar....

the nite ended at 11plus for me, danish n mum...and dear hafiz sent us home..thk u ogy for evryting...

bdays

a bit tool late a little update on the hsbnd and mum's bday both in february 13th and 20th..n both celebrated at swensens jurong point..only difference was indoors and outdoors...hahahahaha...nd more fotos look up at my albums

the 2 most important guests present at abah's bday...hw cum sumone hs a pink balloon??? heart shaped u know...
ok dis is the hsbnd bday celebratn..at swensens...the foto like not nice like dat..eh? so gelaps...

a photo of the whole family...lepas makan..hmmmmm dah kenyangssss.....

ok both the celebrations was fine..the ice cream cake was simply wonderfuuuuulllll...but extra weight gained..hahahahahaha..melimpah-limpahlah lemak lemak ku...

the one wit apple cider vinegar

guess u all hv heard of this miracle pills...dunno if it wrks or not lah...but my sis in law lost 10kgs wow! tot of tryg it but dat GNC lady was sayg btr not klu nak conceive..so put all aside...sori tini hv to exercise to lose all those sooooooo much FAT.

now talking abt this, sumone at work is eatg dis....goodness gracious! her mood!..i've read sumwhr or was it the doctor who told me..that taking diet pills tend to agitate you...eh kesian kan? agaknya tak dpt makan, so jadi gitu tak....

so dis sumone is so 'ngiau' dat kita kat keja semua tak kena, ini salah, itu salah, den must do dis, must chge dat,once she step into our class ade ajelah yang hv to chge...

like aries said, dah mcm 'lempuk'(our ex sup) pulak! n we cant wait for her not to be in the ctr..ishishish...sampai gitu sekali...den kan, she wil hang around another cls n be paly paly wit sumone else, sengaje nak buat kita jealous lah agaknya, den on another occasion-while witg for bus, mcm tak nampak kita...aik! mcm pernah cerita eh? halo! its veri funny lah, nanti klu kita tanya mesti dia ckp takde ape2 lah...

poor me soon my buddy will be goin on her loooooooooooooooooooooooong leave...kesian member terpaksa tahan...eh lama tau...84 hari....

dah ok itu aje nanti klu angin dia berubah..kita story lagi

losing a fren

this is official..no my fren didnt die...it juz feels dat way..we've been frens since '94 and nvr stopped being frens but wat hpnd yestdy drew the line...its just veri sad..

yestdy we met and u walked awy! wat else culd i tink of? i dont tink frens do dat to one another. so i guess, dis wil hpn wen we meet agn is it? so better prepare myself nxt time!

guess its pointless to talk abt what we've gone thru b4..aiyah wats the point ckp bnyk2 pun berbuih

the following are some credits i'd like to present to all who or whc were there wen were frens

thank u azman(my ex boyfren,frens with her hsbnd)

for introducing me to her...had it not been for you n u 2 timing me, i wld hv not known her.

thank u rosli(her hsbdn)

for not being nice to her sumtimes, if not for you, i'd not been listening to her whines and complains and be her listening ear and gv her advice.

thank u to her parents and family

for having her in this world, coz i had good times wit her whn were frens.

thank u lea n mars

for being wit us during our outings...u gals just added more fun

thank u M1

for letting me sms her whn we contacted each other

thanks hotmail

for letting me email to her

thanks rodyk

for providng the email acct so we can we email to each other

thanks orchard rd, raffles place, clarke quay, boat quay, tanjong pagar,city hall, sakae sushi, edo sushi, some thai restaurant at boat quay, swensens,delifrance,hoshigaoka, one japanese restaurant at basement of raffles city, NUH cafetaria,bk,macdonalds, KFC,bali indonesia,

for being there to let us spend our outings, dinners, lunches, shopping, gossiping, bitching abt pple, complaining

thank u my dear hsbnd

for listening to me when i whine abt her being pregnant n pregnant agn n agn

thank u aries

for listening to me when i whine abt her oso

thank u kamisah

for being a fren to me wen u can, listened to me when i whined, shoulder me when guys dumped me, go out wit me whn i felt veri depressed, listened to all my wild stories when we were younger, supporting me, praising me, complimenting me, advanced me cash during my wedding n for the biz course, belanjaing me food, buyg me tings whn u went msia or sumwhr n many more dat tings u did dat i may forgot or left out..i'll always appreciate you as a fren n like a sista 2...loved u too

hai sedih betul baca dis blog, inside me i menangis dat persahabatan kita jadi begini..
its goin to be veri veri veri veri difficult for me to hv all dis hurt inside..
but mayb i brot all dis upon myself, mayb serves me rite for being angry wen she got pregnant agn! hwvr i wonder y she seems so full of herself, she didnt make an effort to comfort me, instead, juz said btr not talk more abt her condition lest i'll feel upset...alah tink she'd said y bother wit tini, y should she care y i feel, we all our lives to live....rite? so dis poor tini remain all alone n moving farther and farther away from dis fren...

KL trip again

now danish and abah, finally our shppping spree starts...

kat stopover 20mins so mkn ice-cream to cool down







in the bus on the way to KL..ish mcm sejuk gitu dgn pullover padahal only aircon..


tak tau dah berapa kali nak upload dis foto asyik salah aje..here are some fotos during my KL trip on my 32nd bday..dis time round tak dpt shoppg sngt becoz danish always whining n den dis time was all the hsbnd paid..so mcm tak best gitu..hahahahahahaha..

ok there are more fotos at my multiply...so go ahd n tengok2

Cant help it

Cant help it..hv to pour this out!

Now its a new year...

sumhow 2007 doesnt seem to be a new year. ..pasal semua pple around me sama aje..i begin the year wit sum sedihness..there are some unresolved feeling i have whc i never tot i'd go through..thks aries for listening n supporting me all this while..i wish you a blissful motherhood coming soon! dont be scared!

nw wat is unresolved? ok here it goes...i feel sad with myself coz i tink sumtimes m too obligating wit pple...i do so much for them..of coz i do dat becoz i feel for them...i feel sad dat wat hpn in the past are just forgotten.....i began to tink, perhaps i'm not being sincere dats y i'm raking it all up...u guys tink so?...watever...but i tink not!...evry little ting i have dat reminds me of the past...tears me...god?! was i just a phase dat was meant to past and moved on...i do believe dat our lives moves on but are memories meant to be forgotten?..do i have to do more so dat i'll be appreciated? i'm not asking for an award....its just painful to realise dat dis does happen to us.....if i choose to be quiet abt it..fine den!...go on n be quiet! till u r fine den we can be normal agn....looks like its all not worth it! again we are in different roles now...we hav our own familyn all dat...but come on...I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!...i keep tinking dat i'd never have frens like dat..but i'm beginning to tink i do have...n fate..like aries says, its testing me...the more strained i am the more i see the person...i dont knw hw i'd react if we were to bump with one another, literally i mean...ok will continue dis wen i can...to you guys out there dont terasa ha!...only the person i meant will know who i'm talking abt!