sweet notings

February

2011-02-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

February marks many special events for me, both happy and sad. 14 February is the most memorable date for me being my father's passing on. Every yr when i see pple celebrate valentine's, i remembered that fateful day when i rushed to the hospital to find him not breathing anymore...his legs and hands were cold, the towel which covered his head to bring down his temperature was cold too...i was scared coming to terms to let him go..if only...i'd stayed the whole day with him, i would have been with him at his last breath...it was between the time my mum left for home and i was on the way when he drew his last breath... this year marked 10 years he left us. I love u PAK!

10 february...heehee me turned 36. wonderful! tak mcm 36 kan? mcm 26 ade? my bday wasnt a good day for me. I HAD TO WORK. there was a wonderful bday cake surprise though at work. after work, I had to come out with a bday dinner plan on my own....men...will they ever learn that bdays are so very important to women! too bad....got a lovely bday present though...its...

Yes samsung galaxy tab!...evrytime i carry out, pple wld say..."takde besar lagi ke?"

But deep deep inside my heart this is what i want....LV tulum.... on my wishlist...any sponsors?

7 February my bro's bday..the one at the corner...next to me is the Wifey, their waiting for their firstborn cum april! Alhamdulillah

13 February my darling hub's bday...he turned 40 this year...ish tak mcm 40 sey...masih muda lagi...

20 February 2011, mak turned 64. A strong lady and patient lady whome i always looked up to! We had brunch at ayam penyet at JP wit my family. my bros had sumting on and couldnt join us. after makan, kita gi jalan at JP to get mak a bag. bot her to esprit but didnt like either, in the end she got a bag from ZINC...ceh steady lah ZINC..the kind of bag my youngest bro would carry! LOVE you loads mak!

feelings

2011-01-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

how do you best tell someone something so true without hurting them?

i want so much to tell someone that i could have done a better job with her but...but didnt want to hurt her though

ok this was what happened..one of my frens got engaged..ok i may sound hoity poity..but i could have made her up nicer...and afterwhich, she would have really looked good in her pics...wasted!

ok ok..though she doesnt put on make up as much as i do...but then i think she needs someone who can do a better job to make her look prettier kan?

it was such a special occassion but she didnt look good with her make up!! to think that pple did compliment her! My god! are they BLIND? or just finding her a soft spot?

Ok enuf tini! stop being critical! but I CANT HELP IT! ..if only ariessen was reading this! she willd definitely agree!

and i cld have done way way better with her room deco and gifts!!! my god!

at the end of the day, my intention was to make someone's special day a memorable one..let pple talk about the beauty of that special day...i dont need the credits lah...the main player of that special day would be enough...

ok then, when my youngest bro gets married, i'll have to start planning what colour and theme i want his gifts deco to be...ideas anyone?

a new year with new beginnings

2011-01-13T15:35:00.000-08:00

even before 2011 came, there were many challenge i knew i will face.

i will be taking 2 classes on my own witout my buddy on my side....nevertheless she'll still give me her remote support..heehee

my son is in P3 this year and in the morning session...so be prepared for CCA, extra classes, etc etc...i hope he can cope

this year i have to make one of these 3 choices:
A - pursue BA
B - take driving license
C - proceed with IVF

must prioritize....perhaps cant take option A because of my overload at work, choice C also must wait because need to take a lot of time off from work...hmm a bit difficult lah...

so choice B is the one...but ah..must quickly start with my registration coz..i've been postponing it again and again....ish! sorry aries!

it was a different experience working where i am right now..if in 2009 it was a power struggle at another place...in 2010 it was an emotional struggle n i worked hard at it but sad maybe it wasnt enuf

come 2011..i feel i'm swarmed!.....i seem to be doing lots of things...but then again..maybe again it wont be enuf...

not enuf seems to be the word of the day!

but on the bright side...2010 was a wonderful year for my wardrobe..i splurged on my clothes..pamper myself with new clothes, new shawls etc etc...once or twice i'd spent witout battling my eyelids on the price tag...

my 36th is coming! FUH!!! 36 ordy? hmm...what shall i buy for my own bday present and what shall is ask my hub to get for me? maybe a longchamp for myself and a gucci or a hp from the hub? think think..carefully!

ok what shall i do on my bday? since i have to work!!!!

for the longest time

2011-01-04T18:09:00.000-08:00

wow! 4 years! for so long i didnt update my blog. i sure got a lot to cerita man! since 2007, a lot has happened.

I remembered talking about my aunt who passed away and leaving the husband who was recuperating from his stroke..very sad story, my uncle passed awy too after his wife passed on 2 months later. it was like a romeo and juliet story which goes to show that they cant live without one another. very sad...they were very dear to me.

another sad note, i had talked about my niece wedding in june 2007...she passed on too last year...very sad..leaving behind her 2 year old son..her leaving us was like a stab in the stomach..the sadness that went through the family was unbelievable...I believed she was such a kind soul that Allah SWT loves her more and wants her to be at a better place...as of now her son is in good hands taken care by her own family.

along the way, I had more and more grand nieces and nephews that came to add on to the family...well, i'm still with my one and only boy!

I 've moved my workplace from one centre to another now...i've also moved on with my career. I moved house too..after 8 years at my 1st home..neaREr to my mum now.. my younger bro got married and waiting for their firstborn this coming april. my first ever NIECE! lovely...

All these past years, I 've certainly learnt a lot i got to know pple better, see pple in a different light, gone through hardships, heartbreaks and many more...but amidst all these i always have my dear hub wit me and my ever loyal buddy. These 2 pple are always there to gv me support and think helped me hold on strong!

think will update my blog regularly since FB has become too public! right? *wink* *wink*

updates

2007-06-05T21:37:00.000-07:00

her nikah...
wit her 1 bro n 1 sis..b4 she went down to berarak with her other bro n wife..

me, su and nor....
zhang, alice, lin, sally, bee geok and angeline

silly me....

bishan park during our staff retreat...after all the games are over....look at our heads? shrek headgear sponsored by angeline

one day after his khatan...danish in his kain....aftr his morning wipe

semenjak dua menjak ni mcm nak tulis..sampai tak sempat nak update ok let me update for those who stil read my blog ha! sori i f i bore u

April

my darling danish dikhatan kan....Alhamdulillah...semua selamat. by nw of coz lah dah recoverlah...it was an experience sey! susah betol nak suruh dia buang air mcm2 alasan dia!

den my Wak wahid was hospitalized, he had a stroke...visited him...he's out frm hospital nw...and recuperating at St Joseph's home...frm wat i hear frm his grndchdn, he's doing much better...i feel guilty, havent visited him since he's out.

another sad story was, my wak saenah passed on..the woman who hd looked after me wen i just came to this world 32yrs ago.. her passing was very unexpected...she meninggal while her hsbnd(wak wahid) was in hospital...both me n my mum said, perhaps she was tinking so much dat her heart became weak and she never woke up....sedih tau but she went peacefully..Al-Fateha

May

den my niece farhana met wit an accident..she's riding n collided wit a sbs bus..sustaing head injuries..i visited her while she was unconscious in ICU...kesian u! her hair all shaved nw she's out n we see her wit a little sash arnd her head....mcm pakai tudung gitu

our staff retreat at bishan park...hd sum games n sum mini sports - 7 aside soccer, captain's ball, limbo rock, balls n hoops, panas betol hari tu! but wat i cant 4get was wen we played captains ball, mak kau dat other grp was SUPER ROUGH..takde sportswomanship betol! abis tudung ku semua!

June

ending may to june...my niece and nephew got married....dble wedding....dis happened b4 in our fmly but it was more thn 20 yrs ago? i can stil remember the vivid memories i hd those days wen i was stil veri young!...my dad was arnd, always scolding me...pantang silap sikit! at tht time my job was to look after my younger nieces n nephews...

hwver for this wedding, i looked after my niece n nephew too, i had to be make-up artist! don call me mak andam...becoz m not qualified....i just love to do this tings.

dis wkend we'll be goin to KL for part 2 of mas's wedding....

ending note

i'm lousy wit blogger foto uploading n arrangg, hwvr i hv uploaded sum fotos on top! there are more pics at my foto site too!

enjoys!

bbq at chalet

2007-03-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

last sat, morning pegi wrshop at HQ, den watched Mr bean's holiday kat cathay with the fmly...den we went to pasir ris...for BBQ

the gathering was for rin's bday...my hsbnd niece..i tink her 17th....wah so much food was there.
tapi kita mcm tak enjoy..even brg2 bbq i didnt eat much only 1pc of otah, a little bit of ikan pari...n meehoon..makanan berlambak tau..ade ayam, otak, udang, hot dog, ikan pari sambal, pasta, mcm2 fruits, kari to eat wit roti...ishishish, typing abt it makes my mouth water....

on another note, while snap foto here and there,kita tak ambik gambar bday gal, kelakar kan? yang posing2 kita aje...n if u see the fotos, i just sat there while more n more pple cum n take foto wit me...entah lah mlm tu mcm malas nak makan

as usual there are more fotos...as for now..tadas

33 college green

2007-03-18T22:05:00.000-07:00

ini pulak pemandangan dari belakang...kan mcm chalet kan?

dis is the view where ogy hangs her laundry, nasib baik dah angkat, klu tidak, pemandangan tak indah langsung....hahahahaha, jgn mare ha ogy...

dis is the front view..mcm kampung kan? with atap zinc lagi...

oh wat fun we had last weekend, kita all gi umah ogy at 33 college green..eh dkt adam rd makan tau...hmmm sedap..

sampai aje sane we talked abt who stays rnd there, ogy's hse is nxt to nadya's ex hsbnd's, she nw stays with her boyfren nw...dat darren lim...pun dat area oso...

eh another interesting ting was, sampai aje sane, i saw pple walk2 lah den..i saw rita zahara yang walk2..ish ish ish..takde org lain ke..wen i chkd wit my cuzin, no she doesnt stay there...mesti visit siape2 lah tu

ok back to the hsewrmg..we sampai veri early..abt 1plus...the ting start 3plus so kita rilek2 main carrom..wah dah lama sey..wit my hsbdn...kalah teruk babe...makn was sedap...but i suka sekali the adam rd teh tarik...ish POWER!

den kan last minute shah's bro suggested we had a bbq...so dey bot a small grill at nearby supermarket...we hd prawns, chicken, crab, otar....

the nite ended at 11plus for me, danish n mum...and dear hafiz sent us home..thk u ogy for evryting...

bdays

2007-03-07T19:24:00.000-08:00

a bit tool late a little update on the hsbnd and mum's bday both in february 13th and 20th..n both celebrated at swensens jurong point..only difference was indoors and outdoors...hahahahaha...nd more fotos look up at my albums

the 2 most important guests present at abah's bday...hw cum sumone hs a pink balloon??? heart shaped u know...
ok dis is the hsbnd bday celebratn..at swensens...the foto like not nice like dat..eh? so gelaps...

a photo of the whole family...lepas makan..hmmmmm dah kenyangssss.....

ok both the celebrations was fine..the ice cream cake was simply wonderfuuuuulllll...but extra weight gained..hahahahahaha..melimpah-limpahlah lemak lemak ku...

the one wit apple cider vinegar

2007-03-06T21:30:00.000-08:00

guess u all hv heard of this miracle pills...dunno if it wrks or not lah...but my sis in law lost 10kgs wow! tot of tryg it but dat GNC lady was sayg btr not klu nak conceive..so put all aside...sori tini hv to exercise to lose all those sooooooo much FAT.

now talking abt this, sumone at work is eatg dis....goodness gracious! her mood!..i've read sumwhr or was it the doctor who told me..that taking diet pills tend to agitate you...eh kesian kan? agaknya tak dpt makan, so jadi gitu tak....

so dis sumone is so 'ngiau' dat kita kat keja semua tak kena, ini salah, itu salah, den must do dis, must chge dat,once she step into our class ade ajelah yang hv to chge...

like aries said, dah mcm 'lempuk'(our ex sup) pulak! n we cant wait for her not to be in the ctr..ishishish...sampai gitu sekali...den kan, she wil hang around another cls n be paly paly wit sumone else, sengaje nak buat kita jealous lah agaknya, den on another occasion-while witg for bus, mcm tak nampak kita...aik! mcm pernah cerita eh? halo! its veri funny lah, nanti klu kita tanya mesti dia ckp takde ape2 lah...

poor me soon my buddy will be goin on her loooooooooooooooooooooooong leave...kesian member terpaksa tahan...eh lama tau...84 hari....

dah ok itu aje nanti klu angin dia berubah..kita story lagi

losing a fren

2007-03-05T20:28:00.000-08:00

this is official..no my fren didnt die...it juz feels dat way..we've been frens since '94 and nvr stopped being frens but wat hpnd yestdy drew the line...its just veri sad..

yestdy we met and u walked awy! wat else culd i tink of? i dont tink frens do dat to one another. so i guess, dis wil hpn wen we meet agn is it? so better prepare myself nxt time!

guess its pointless to talk abt what we've gone thru b4..aiyah wats the point ckp bnyk2 pun berbuih

the following are some credits i'd like to present to all who or whc were there wen were frens

thank u azman(my ex boyfren,frens with her hsbnd)

for introducing me to her...had it not been for you n u 2 timing me, i wld hv not known her.

thank u rosli(her hsbdn)

for not being nice to her sumtimes, if not for you, i'd not been listening to her whines and complains and be her listening ear and gv her advice.

thank u to her parents and family

for having her in this world, coz i had good times wit her whn were frens.

thank u lea n mars

for being wit us during our outings...u gals just added more fun

thank u M1

for letting me sms her whn we contacted each other

thanks hotmail

for letting me email to her

thanks rodyk

for providng the email acct so we can we email to each other

thanks orchard rd, raffles place, clarke quay, boat quay, tanjong pagar,city hall, sakae sushi, edo sushi, some thai restaurant at boat quay, swensens,delifrance,hoshigaoka, one japanese restaurant at basement of raffles city, NUH cafetaria,bk,macdonalds, KFC,bali indonesia,

for being there to let us spend our outings, dinners, lunches, shopping, gossiping, bitching abt pple, complaining

thank u my dear hsbnd

for listening to me when i whine abt her being pregnant n pregnant agn n agn

thank u aries

for listening to me when i whine abt her oso

thank u kamisah

for being a fren to me wen u can, listened to me when i whined, shoulder me when guys dumped me, go out wit me whn i felt veri depressed, listened to all my wild stories when we were younger, supporting me, praising me, complimenting me, advanced me cash during my wedding n for the biz course, belanjaing me food, buyg me tings whn u went msia or sumwhr n many more dat tings u did dat i may forgot or left out..i'll always appreciate you as a fren n like a sista 2...loved u too

hai sedih betul baca dis blog, inside me i menangis dat persahabatan kita jadi begini..
its goin to be veri veri veri veri difficult for me to hv all dis hurt inside..
but mayb i brot all dis upon myself, mayb serves me rite for being angry wen she got pregnant agn! hwvr i wonder y she seems so full of herself, she didnt make an effort to comfort me, instead, juz said btr not talk more abt her condition lest i'll feel upset...alah tink she'd said y bother wit tini, y should she care y i feel, we all our lives to live....rite? so dis poor tini remain all alone n moving farther and farther away from dis fren...

KL trip again

2007-02-21T22:05:00.000-08:00

now danish and abah, finally our shppping spree starts...

kat stopover 20mins so mkn ice-cream to cool down

in the bus on the way to KL..ish mcm sejuk gitu dgn pullover padahal only aircon..

tak tau dah berapa kali nak upload dis foto asyik salah aje..here are some fotos during my KL trip on my 32nd bday..dis time round tak dpt shoppg sngt becoz danish always whining n den dis time was all the hsbnd paid..so mcm tak best gitu..hahahahahahaha..

ok there are more fotos at my multiply...so go ahd n tengok2

Cant help it

2007-01-14T20:42:00.000-08:00

Cant help it..hv to pour this out!

Now its a new year...

sumhow 2007 doesnt seem to be a new year. ..pasal semua pple around me sama aje..i begin the year wit sum sedihness..there are some unresolved feeling i have whc i never tot i'd go through..thks aries for listening n supporting me all this while..i wish you a blissful motherhood coming soon! dont be scared!

nw wat is unresolved? ok here it goes...i feel sad with myself coz i tink sumtimes m too obligating wit pple...i do so much for them..of coz i do dat becoz i feel for them...i feel sad dat wat hpn in the past are just forgotten.....i began to tink, perhaps i'm not being sincere dats y i'm raking it all up...u guys tink so?...watever...but i tink not!...evry little ting i have dat reminds me of the past...tears me...god?! was i just a phase dat was meant to past and moved on...i do believe dat our lives moves on but are memories meant to be forgotten?..do i have to do more so dat i'll be appreciated? i'm not asking for an award....its just painful to realise dat dis does happen to us.....if i choose to be quiet abt it..fine den!...go on n be quiet! till u r fine den we can be normal agn....looks like its all not worth it! again we are in different roles now...we hav our own familyn all dat...but come on...I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!...i keep tinking dat i'd never have frens like dat..but i'm beginning to tink i do have...n fate..like aries says, its testing me...the more strained i am the more i see the person...i dont knw hw i'd react if we were to bump with one another, literally i mean...ok will continue dis wen i can...to you guys out there dont terasa ha!...only the person i meant will know who i'm talking abt!

outdated fotos

2006-12-02T21:44:00.000-08:00

following are fotos of my niece, nephews, hby's bros, my nieces & bro, sis in laws and hby's nieces.

now with paman n nyai...

this is me wit danish....tink black hd always been the colour for me...lah..HITAM itu MENAWAN!

danish with abah...eh mcm cute gitu senyum

Hari Raya

2006-11-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

eh dah lama betol tak update my blog...ape nak buat sibuk sangat wit the K2 concert...ish! finally bole upload my fotos..in fact i hv more fotos at my multiply...tried to go there...tapi multiply cakap coming soon! ook ini gambar kita berdua..muka dah penat becoz its the 7th hse!

eh ni dgn farhana..she used to be so montel like me...but i inspired her den we trade places...nw dia bole pakai baju me time single dulu....

ok ade lagi gambar...tapi mcm lambat gitu..nanti continue

CELEBRATE

2006-09-05T20:39:00.000-07:00

wit alice..another kepala guru

the rest of us...

This is the catwalk segment..."Yang mana satu, idaman kalbu?"
Finally all the efforts paid off..she's 2nd runner up..hai su...
wit the person who strongly recommend her me n my P
wit the strongest supporter...mu huggable buddy...
n the 2 most important pple that made su a success...her 2 make up artist, cum stylist cum fashion advisor...n of coz the supporters...the one on the left(me!)was the loudest to cheer for su....hahahahaha....

ok the D&D was fine, but the food was not...i wanted to take fotos wit ladylee..saw her at a distance but didnt get to snap...(if only get to snap wit her, we'll all be black beauties....)

we danced to BORO BORO as part of the talent segment...i won the table draw..shawl and a sash...

TAGGED

2006-07-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by ariessen..ish panjang betol

10 Favs

Favourite Colour

Black

Favourite Food

nasi lemak(the traditional one, bungkus with daun pisang)

Favourite Song

Don't Speak by No Doubt

Favourite Movie

Pretty Woman

Favourite Sport

cycling

Favourite Day of the Week

Thursday, its the day b4 friday and its the Afdal day...

Favourite Ice Cream Flavour

chocolate, chocolate, chocolate

Favourite Car Model

it has to be the 4 wheel drive lexus..lupalah the model name

Favourite Subject in School

Biology esp human reproduction

Favourite Snacks

oh, you know the nutella in small packs? i will lick dat with the spoon

9 Current

Current Mood

quite good after our sharing session wit the OM

Current Taste

hmmm..tink my chicken wing

Current Clothes

my evergreen blue baju kurung, been wearing it for the past 3 years

Current Desktop

d gambar of the chdn at the time travellers in their kuda kepang costume

Current Toenail Colour

no colour dah..mcm mane nak pakai...kan kena solat

Current Time

3.33pm

Current Surroundings

at skool wit the chdns voices in the background

Current Annoyance(s)

my feeling nak terkencing...will go aftr doing this

Current Thoughts

how to spend my hsbnd's cuming bonus

8 First(s)

First Best Friend

Norliza my RGPS skoolmate, always go skool and home 2gether..still c her nw, but after we went different sec skool, we parted ways

First Crush

Redwan, my neybor stayng at 2nd floor

First Movie

First Piercing

when i was 4 or 5 at a shop at Holland Village Shopping Centre

First Lie

when i was in primary one, it was fasting mth, i ate during recess but at home i told my mum i was still fasting

First Music

My late father's, Black Dog Bone albums

First Car

eh! kita takde takde lesen and tak mampu

First Real Date Venue

Metro Paragon

7 Last(s)

Last Drink

HL chocolate flavoured milk

Last Car Ride

naik kereta aries from JP to my hse

Last Movie

bujang senang

Last Phone Call

to my hsbnd telling him abt the miscalculated date of his nephew's engagement

Last Song Played

Dat song from Mariah Carey from her latest album lah, cant remember the title

Last Food Ate

tuna mayonaise sandwich

Last Thing I do before I go to sleep

kiss danish goodnite

6 Have You Ever(s)

Have you ever dated one of your best friends

my best frens are all gals...of coz never!

Have you ever broken the law

yes, bot chewing gum frm JB

Have you ever been arrested

detained at the customs ofc becoz of the above

Have you ever skinned dipped

never

Have you ever been on TV

yes dat Ratu Pesta contest

Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know

yes dis senior frm TP

5 Things You Are Wearing

casio watch, baju kurung, gold ring given by mum in law, undies, tudung

4 Things You've Done Today

send danish to skool

went mum's place

went to work

taught chdn on parts of the plants

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now

my noisy chdn

noisy chdn in the next class

my stomach growling for food

2 Things You Can't Live Without

food

1 Thing You Do When You Are Bored

Dream

ok aries...hope you got evryting!

My dear uncle

2006-07-02T22:06:00.000-07:00

I forgot to put dis veri sad news...my dear uncle Cik Yusop Bin Hassan kembali ke Rahmatullah on the 13th June 2006, Wednesday, he collapsed at work and no cpr or shock cld revive him, even the paramedic was unsucessful...by the time reached the hospital its was oredi 30mins so, dah brain dead, doc managed to gv him the shock and he breathed, but stil brain dead..at 6plus next morning, he passed away

This is veri tragic, as he was a very healthy man, it seems dat ade blockage whc made his blood supply efftected..entahlah so chim lah the terminology....anyway Allah swt lebih sayangkan dia...AMIN

this is the second death in my famly for dis 2mths..its veri tragic

Outdated KL trip pics

2006-06-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

finally the gambar of the family....look at me...so round!

the dinner here was wonderful, i had veri hot peri peri chicken, whc means veri veri veri hot!

The shopping paradise...7 floors in all!

in the bus on the way there....

Our breakfast spread, didnt know 3 stomachs can fill up so much! hahahahaha

2006-05-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

sedihs

i was planning to update my blog wit my cutis at KL last wkend..tapi kita kan, lagi sedih...on the way dlm bas to KL i dpt talipon from Ogy my niece...gvg me berita sedih - Mohd Hafiz bin Abdul Jalil, my cousin's son meninggal in a road accident....he'sin NS now. he was the pillion on the bike, it seems dat the rider lost control n Allahyarham was flung to the tree and den hit the road kerb, he was alive only for a few minutes after the accident, it happened at bedok south esso petrol kiosk......the saddest part was when we talk abt ape tande2 org nak meninggal....sehari sebelum dia meninggal, dia balik lambat den dia mintak maaf dgn ibu dia, yang tak pernah dia buat...dah lah sedih lah nak cerita lagi..nanti continue

elections n holiday

2006-04-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

ok the nominations are out...hong kah not contested so can go for holiday...

my buddy hs suggested we go batam..but only for one nite...bolelah asalkan dpt holiday! jadilah.... dis is whr we cld be stayg, we're stil planng...

holiday inn, batam...amacam geram kan?

there's another news whc i jus got....veri sad to share nantilah...bila ade mood kita continue....

however while i was surfing i saw dis pic d hsbnd took wit his new gadget....

my living room the sofa we bot frm ikea..eh, not bad jugak eh rumah kita ni, maklumlah since he was on leave, rumah veri d bersih!

2006-04-21T17:51:00.000-07:00

let me start this by saying, "u veri slow lah tini!" ok for the moment since i didnt have my digicam yet, i can download pics frm the net kan? ish lambat betol lah me! so following are some barang2 i got for the past months...

ibiza ice
what i got for my birthday from d hsbnd

ok dis i wat i got for my "advance gift" frm my bonus...ish bonus belum dapat dah beli barang! so the hsbnd"bayar dulu".

as for my cumg up govt bonus....i cant make up my mind whc is bagussssssss

front view and rear view

alamak nak put down these camera's features...panjang sangatlah...

dis is canon ixus 65 at $679....worth it or not...but i didnt like the screen lah..kebesaran..u tengok eh....macam kat belakang camera to sebesar2 semua the screen..

now, dis is the lagi satu i like....sony cybershot w50...jambu..its $609...slim and sleek n best of all its hitam....

Key features 6.0 Mega Pixels Carl Zeiss Vario-Tessar Lens 3x Optical Zoom / 6x Digital Zoom High Sensitivity up to ISO 1000 High Stamina (Approx 390 shots) Slim FULL Metal camera body Easy to use interface

now both dis digicam are 6 megapixels...so abt the functions biaselah ixus mesti menang..picture clarity pun mesti lah canon...tapi i like sony nya design..nw whn i tried dis 2 camera's the hsbnd oso played the influential role...his dream was to buy a canon ixus..so dia cocok lah suruh beli canon...gue pulak mcm taknak..n dat sales guy lagi bole tambah..."wht was your previous camera?" we ckp we only hv video cam n ours canon, ape lagi, dat guy pun ckp lah, "den u shld buy canon?" eh ada relevan ke? entahlah nati gue fikir deep2...govt bonus cumg up...in may baru gue beli...

type pun type...dlm kepala otak...terfikir nak makan kat sini

kita nak makan....ini.....

and ini

ish...bila eh...oklah tengok menu...naik sedap pulak...better stop for now....

2006-04-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

noting special

ok here it goes...the past few days.

monday
now i had no monday blues but was glad to be back at work....at least kat keja bole ketawa lepak2...i hd msg frm nor on sunday nite n we had bfast 2 gether b4 goin to work. my veri cute bantal peluk is on leave today she tak jadi cum bck to work becoz the hujans the lebats..nvrmind will still see her tuesday...ape lagi eh? nothing much lah. since she's on leave, in the afternoon jaga her class n the time passed veri slow to reach 7 pm...back home, my hsbnd had a craving for macdonalds, since not enuf cash, he waited for me to cum back..

tuesday
nor on leave, so hlpd out wit toddler clss durg shower n in the aftrnn only whn su came in...klu dektu, tak payahlah...
my darling hsbnd volunteered to look aftr danish at home..so no skool for danish...sumhw whn i told my mum dis, she didnt sound so pleased! aik mcm dia yang mengajar pulak, risau dis pasal her cucu nya education...maklumlah satu2 cucu...b4 i pegi kerja, pesan my hsbdn, can look after danish tapi "tolong jangan gaduh eh!"....whn i called home later, the son refused to hv his aftrnn nap, becoz buzy playing his pc game...ah...part ni addicted to pc nak salahkan siape?
nor msg us informg us dat "mama" company hs called her to cum to clct our report mon to fri nxt wk 8.30 to 11 in the morning...ish mcm mane eh, nxt wk how to take off, we hv events for the whole week in the morning!

wednesday
tdt dey called su...now if we dont go nxt week our xray n sum other chk not valid becoz more than 3 wks...nw we really have no choice...mcm mane eh? now on another note...i am feeling veri demoralised...becoz still no news of bonussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! to tink dat my hsbnd got told off when he asked me abt it! tu lah kita plan nak pegi holiday ni! abih cerita bonus senyappppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp! BINGITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cakap pasal holiday...dis was the last one we had!

wit the sen, sham and 1/3 of lee's fmly

thursday
me on half day leave, morning send danish to skool, biaselah den teman the hsbnd to the polyclinic....took out his stitches...patutnya cum bck to wrk at 2 or so, tapi nd time alone...so rushed to work...may cooked nasi lemak for teacher's lunch...tapi sikitlah...n den by 6 i was super lapar...tdy, aftr listeng to sumone abt dat chkup, we all mcm takut gitu...kita semua mcm nak backup...pasal nxt wk cant make it...den if we go aftr dat, our test not valid...so we r now veri worried!

to close dis off, i'm feeling SUPER DEMORALISED! BILA NAK DAPAT BONUS? ASYIK2 KENA BUAT NI, BUAT TU! TAPI PART NAK KASI LEBIH...SENYAP!

ish sori semua!....i tink its PMS or mayb need a holiday..i want to go to this country agn!

look how serene it is...can u imagine the weather its 15 degrees celcius!

2006-04-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

WHATS UP

here goes my past days hapening

thurday till sunday
whole week, veri boring.....tak semangat...i cant wait to cum bck to work..dat man since he's home after his surgery, veri rimas you know...ade aje complen dia...maklum lah kita ni kan malas sikit nak buat kerja rumah......hari2 kita bangun pagi siapkan dia makan pun tak appreciate...ish nak keluar duit pun susah.. i tink its like dat lah orang yang sakit when cannot do things he want to do, he gets frustrated...si danish pun jadi mangsa...asyik kena marah aje!

den cum gd friday, ish lagi boring! dia sapu n mop rumah....ape lagi..besarlah kepala dia...tempang2 pun bole clean the hse! pple get to go for holiday, i've to berbulu telinga dgr ngomel dia...

den saturday...hv to attend dat stupid documentation portfolio wrkshop..stupid kan friday holiday den saturday go back for wrkshp! BINGITS! pulak tu, 9 to 5...kalau lah bole pegi shopping ke...kan best! aftr cls...si hsbdn had plan to go sleep over at his sis place at paris...i mean pasir ris...si selenge tu only ask me to call while we were on the way in the cab...BODOH KAN? n to his surprise...not to me...the whole family has gone to msia for a short holiday!......bodo bodo bodo kan?..i cld have guessed...to think he only told me in the cab, dat he tried to call whn in the cab n nobody answered the phone.......ish apelah nasib aku, ade suami s......

sunday - SUPER BORING! stay at home! when i said "lets go to expo to go to dat books warehse sale"...he had to cheek to say, "cab fare you cover lah".....hahahahaha....kita lagi surut ni! sedap aje dia ckp. lepas tu kita lagi sedap2 kat pc ni, ade aje dia bertekak dgn danish, mcm sengaja so i hv to stop and go out to see whts happening. bila part dia kat pc...ish jgn diganggu! if not the pc den wit his new N70 tak habis2 asyik mengentel aje dat STUPID HANDPHONE! and the HP is super confidential! no one is aloud to meddle with it....dunno wats in it!

to end dis all...i'm sori if i sound veri disrespectful of my hsbdn..entahlah...dah bertahun2 ni kahwin....all his shortcumings becums veri unbearable......FED UP!

2006-04-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

ish malas!

ish mcm sibuk selaki gitu nak update blog...main reason being my modem was out for 3 months...so bila ada org sound den i update lah.

cant wait to get my digicam...pakai my hsbd nya hp lambat betol member nak update! ish i'm so slow with the technologylah..takpe sabar...ok let me summarize the happenings

1st april
no april fool joke on me but my hsbd bot his N70....i don like....i stil prefer his K750i, kita sound nak pinjam...nak pegi jumpa my old pals, nak petik gambar...senyap aje...lokek member.

3rd april
had my urine test and fat test...ish veri heavy and veri fat...BMI 31...ish, ish, ish...fats 42% ish3X...hmmm sehat.....urine veri high glucose...padahal tak makan sweet stuff!
recommended to take a full body check up..tomolo take blood test!...me,aries, nor and su all goin.
i met lea and sah my happening members way back wen we were younger..hmmm..started abt 10yers ago...ish lama betol...like is said...dulu slim melim, srkg when i met lea, she says i'm so huggable....as for sah, dia biasalah as cute as always!
we had dinner at swensens JP, ini yang tak syok ni takde camera nak tunjuk gambars....i had teriyaki chicken pasta...delicious...i tink so busy talking...i practically gulped down my foods.

4th april
the pple came down to take our blood test..all the four of us! kita last one, pasal use my cheque to settle...terperanjat member kena cocok tige tempat, dia kata my vein keep disappearing.....the nurse keep saying me veri daring, berani tengok kena cocok!...alah tak kesah..dis pain is nothing compared to my labour pains...

6th april
my hsbd went for surgery..to remove a lump at his calve...betol ke tidak spelling ni!...suppoz to be at 11am but delayed till 4.30pm...ish! habis at 7.30pm...penat member tunggu...and he sibuk pasal he is waitng for his new set of N70...the shop is replacing a new one for him...so eventually the guy came down to send him the new phone...rupanya dis fella is his colleague abih keja part time for this HP supplier...tapi kan, hensem budak ni tau! name dia halill...ada lesum pipit...if only i cld take his foto...

7th april
my hsbd discharged..took half day leave...and fetched him..kesian u, kena pakai crutches.....kelalar pun ade..on mc for 2wks...kesian dia..dok rumah..i hve to prepare food for him in the mornings b4 going to work...

8th april
my ex colleague, jo gave birth to her firstborn...veri cute n veri fat...wht to expect..she stayed home for whole 9mths, food taken care of, no work stress, sleep and sleep...

dis is her wit her tanda hantaran

dis is wit aunty tini(alamak huw cum d tudung like dat?)
9th april
my niece got engaged, hantaran 7,000 ....fuh lumayan...kita dulu hmmm 5K...

today
we had our easter celebration in skool.dis parents kan, kalau datang our ctr celebrations, tak lain tak bukan, mesti nak makan...suka mereke!

2006-03-16T22:53:00.000-08:00

gemoksssss aka fattttttt

i sat down the other day thinking of how i used to look like last time. veri slim....imagine size 24 inch waist, 35 inch butt...cun kan badan i? macam manelah ismail tak terpikat....
skrg semua dah double....tapi taklah sampai 70inch butt....mcm dari dapur 3 bilik ke dapur 5 bilik. however nasib baik gue nya size baju masih jugak ada kedai yg jual. ..but sumtimes when i look at myself, i ask, how ever did i reach dis size? nak ckp makan, takdelah berpinggan2. only one mistake, i stopped exercising...dat is why im asking for dat UZAP from OSIM..manelah tau, lepas pakai bdn mcm fiona xue! want to ask my hby to buy dis for me and i will get a stationary bicycle...

however fat i maybe, i have to admit, i'm veri happy....thks to sum of my frens advice..I LOVE YOU ALL....macam "erlin montel" while eating the epok2 - "gemuk, gemuklah, aku cantik ape!" for me..."gemuk, gemuklah, aku hepi ape!"

2006-02-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

its been so long!

eh dah lama betol kita tak update kitanya blog. i'm gonna summarise all the happenings for the past 2 months. Here it goes:

sumwhere in jan
i wanted to give back my new title after being promoted...i'm very stressed dat i don tink i can fulfill my responsibilities...i was told to outshine each other...tak bolelah mana ada energy. sumhow my request cant be accepted..my sup says she has confidence in me and i can cum bck for review for another 2mths or so,if i still feel the same...now i tink i've more confidence. sumwhere dis mth, i was oso feeling so down...again & agn my in laws asyik cakap gue gemuk aje..eh tak bole gemok ke! kita feel happy kan? abih asyik kena tanam baja aje...all their sindiran really offended me...sedih tau kita....nak ngadu dgn laki...dia pun nanti nasi tambah...

10 & 13 february
my darling husband bot me my b'day gift - my new birks ibiza in beige...lawar tau! tak sempat ambik gambar. i got my hsbnd ambercrombie polo t and a white l/s from Marks & Spencer and after 5 years of marriage we watched movie, just the 2 of us..he wanted to watch "Fearless" yg ada Jet Li tu, eeeee..i taknak, i said "Memoirs of a Geisha"...eeee laki ku pulak taknak...jadi kita tengok "Fun with Dick and Jane"....kelakarlah tapi....Jim Carey mcm dah mild sikit...

20 february
my good fren came...eh! frustrated betol!....macam main "scratch and win" - once tak sangkut - "Sorry, try again!"

today
i did my calculations again if i want to resign - whether enuf or not, seems dat i hv to cancel my cable subscription, internet, danish send to the PCF near our hse(so can save tpt costs) only have 200 to spend on groceries, toiletries, tpt and nonsense...hmmmm bole ke?
nari kat keja kita nangis...entahlah kenapa...so emotional...i feel so fustrated, i do so much but blah, blah, blah...malaslah nak cakap lagi...nasib baik ada bantal busuk cute i...ada tempat nak mengadu...

2006-01-06T00:19:00.000-08:00

wedding of nurasikin wit mohd fairus n d wedding was held at tepak sirih on 1st jan 06
nura was my old neybor at holland close at blk 1. her mum looked after me since i was a baby..so her family has been like a family to me.

however i was veri sad after attending weddin..i tersinggung pun ade! yelah dah mcm fmly, tapi bila kita dok salah tempat, d bride was upset..in fact bukan kita yang pandai2, d brader yg sent us to dat table...yelah dat table yg kita duduk 2, ada kawan2 dia..agaknya tak sepadan..and it was a veri front table...maybe we are not dat close enuf...to have such special seating....

in fact kan, dis majlis was so formal..dahlah MC berbual pelat,dia ckp "thlamat pengantin baru" lagu sekuat2 tidak...kita dok dgn mak buyong yg pakai baju ketat, tunjok longkang pulak tu, d whole table d bride's kwn2 senyum pun tidak, lagi kan nak sapa....hai kata majlis pengantin melayu dekat taman warisan pulak tu!...entahlah...melayu, melayu...

i dunno lah maybe dis family has changed over the years, before kita sama2 susah..but after they moved...they became veri "high-class" gitu...buat majlis tunang sampai kat bawah blok..lepas 2 putus...takde jodoh...now d youngest buat wedding so class gitu..tapi takde semangat mcm sedara gotong royong...mcm org putehnya wedin gitu...little did they know i hv deep dark secrets whn i grew wit thm b4, which whn i was a chd, i didnt know it was wrong...

i balik rumah i nangis tau, i remember how close we were...i helped her out when she asked, her mum stayed my place during my wedding, sent my hsbnd bridal suit...i loved my mak eton so much...n only now i've realised they've changed! n den kita asyik kena tegur..."eh tini...sihatnya anak emak! dietlah, jadi cepat2 dpt lagi satu"...hai dahlah sedih kena kutuk lagi.

dahlah cukuplah kita mengutuk orang..hai banyak betol dosa kita! tini....tini...tini

2005-12-27T01:34:00.000-08:00

Sentimentalism....

dis is wat my buddy is goin thru..she has started to keep in ctc wit her long lost fren...between the 2 of them..they went thru a lot of hurdles! ups and downs in their emotions,major communication breakdown,conflicts, politics,unresolved misunderstandings n bnyk lagi..as usual her sentimentalism epidemic has attacked her and despite all the difficulties, she has decided to kiss and make up...eh member dgr, member respect lah! i tink kalau gue jadi dia, gue tiada maaf bagimu...

skrg gue dlm dilemma - gue pun kena rekindle dgn dektu jugak! mcm mane nak react eh? tak kena gaya gue! eh dah mcm anak indon pulak berbual...aries, aries, lu punya sentimental gue pun terbabit!...takpe maybe dis is for the better...kayak cerita cintan gituk!

KAHKAHKAHKAH...

2005-12-18T22:32:00.000-08:00

37.8

the abovementioned in my body temperature rite now...aduh mak..i'm down with flu...when tried to nap juz now, there was like throbbing sound in my kepala! but i'm stil at work...tink later after i call my mum and they back den i want to go back! buang duit, jumpa doc take tdy and tmrw mc ke...rest at home! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

eh kita ada cerita, lately sumone who used to be close to us...seems to change. now she doesnt call and confide in us no more...sikit2 'accident' nya nama yg disebut.. huh! 7 months, and we saw her true colours..yelah dah korek rahsia bnyk2 - hbis madu serpah dibuang! like aries said, we'r old news..i told her no, we are old muse, mcm old amusement park! sad kan, at the end of the day semua bangsa dia samalah... sumhow dis has triggered sum more emotions wit aries, member terkenang masa lalu whn sumone we know oso chged! dis is like cycle, it revolves areound us all the time. hai, now whn i think abt it, if ever i'd be given a promotion, i'd have to reconsider, how to hv a leader whom u r always wary of! eh dis cold is killing me, ok hv to wake sumone up b4 she goes far2 away to wonderland!

alamak d date is wronglah,shld be 19 december at 2.30pm

2005-12-06T18:13:00.000-08:00

wit the cake sponsor! aka ibu lah...

wit abah

first time blow candle, look how sungguh2!

the $10 cake danish chose...he pointed to dis one becoz of the ernie and cookie monster and of coz the b'day prince...goodness it was so susah to take his foto

BASH

danish 3rd b'day celebration....takde ape2....juz e 3 of us! bot a $10 cake, he finished half all by himself...abah will be getting him a toy golf club set!....tink he's influence with the LExus Cup assignment he's doin now! from ibu...hepi b'day danish...i'll quickly give your adik dina soon!

2005-12-01T18:26:00.000-08:00

wonderful pple!

dis i hv to share - lately i've been reading familiar names on tv...dis is how it goes:

Production Assistant

Herman Bin Ponijo

(dis is my youngest bro)

Grafik Pembukaan

Nurbahaya Baharuddin

(dis is my poly buddy)

News by Rita Zahara

email ritazahara@cna.com.sg (sumthg like dat)

(dis is my CGS classmate)

now here i am sitting in front of the tv...wah d pple i know so glamor now..me glamot..hopefully dey still remember me...however i'm proud of them...who knows mine will be:

Leading Actress:

Tinibear

(dreams.......)

2005-12-01T00:51:00.000-08:00

we both want dis girl so much or we want another baby!...my grandniece aka nuha falisha

sum of my nieces and A nephew, the biggest one is my sis-in-law(13th in the family)

the silver boria family, we didnt get gold so we settled wit silver - 2nd placing

This may be a bit outdated, tapi takpelah semangat raya masih ada ape, sekaligus hari raya haji. Actually i just got these fotos frm my hsbnd hp, lambat betul nak tgu dia upload! dahlah our modem is down at home....nw only can do these at work....the modem breakdown is so upsetting! we can only replace wit the same motorola modem because starhub says so and it costs $99.25, mahal kan? beli baju baru lagi best! eh dis disember so many belanje!

2005-11-20T16:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly i feel sad and forlorn....i'm gonna miss my K2s. it was a veri susah year for me wit them...in the beging of the year they cldn even write a proper sentence..now they can write a short compo....i've been teaching them since N2..so they are a bit more special...dah taknak ckp lagilah..air mataku dah nak meleleh....

2005-11-20T16:02:00.000-08:00

Too much?

i feel dat i'm doing so much in one place that i've been neglecting others in another place...at work i've been doin so much above and beyond my call of duty when i tot that it'll be recognized...however due to sum change of spate of events..my recognition might just poofed in the air...poor me!

at home, i've slacked so much....i'm told that i'm not trying hard enuf, yet again i don have energy, perhaps juz perhaps since doin 2 much at work doesnt help den whats the point? I'm lucky though i still have my big punching bag at work for me to let go...i love her sooooo veri much...my wonderful ram!

2005-10-19T13:20:00.000-07:00

celebrate

its the time of the year again, ramadhan den syawal....every year i always tell myself dat i must save enuf for the celebration, to buy goodies, food for my guests, etc yet i still overspent n go overbudget on my expenses...dunno till when i'll ever learn my lesson...this year my little family will be in silver....gorgeous! both my oven n my mum's have boycotted us, so this year yet to confirm whether any kueh or not....nvrmind eat crackers oso ken...since my house seldom pple cums...small matter...however i dream of the the chocolate sampan biscuit...hmmm

2005-07-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

More Bali photos, too bad their a bit late.....can you see how fat I am?

2005-07-19T16:30:00.000-07:00

amazing

its amazing how some people can really change over sometime! i began to wonder how honest some pple are....today i was given the honours to point out the deficiencies in others' classroom environments...i felt important...but it was frustrating when some juz got distracted and turned a deaf ear....i'm not surprised if i have stabbed holes at my back later...

ITS OKAY!

one more thingy, my long lost fren emailed me...i'm gonna see her soon!

2005-07-18T02:04:00.000-07:00

the last holiday we had..at bali...need another one though!

2005-04-27T19:47:00.000-07:00

The Wonderful World of Birks! If only I could have all of them!

2005-04-27T15:55:00.000-07:00

BIRKS!

red alert! red alert! this is a warning - a new epidemic has broke among my buddies, in fact rite to my son - we are all suffering from birkenstocks syndrome! sum pics of the designs we fancy. imagine if me & my 2 darlings wear them - wont we be like the cutest birks & birkis family!

2005-04-25T14:05:00.000-07:00

Its cuming!

What's cuming? My holiday! cant wait oredi, done partial of my packing and counting down the days now! however, firstly must decide how much we need to spend.....hmmmmm..the next following days are going to cum and go, my mind wil be floating in the air - only physically here....

enuf said, update more of my floating feelings again!

Whoevere mite see my fotos dont they look great? - these days we look so full - gone were the days we can squeeze into one camera..when we were half the size we were!

2005-04-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

Some shots of us Crescentians at our gathering at Swensens celebrating 17 years of friendship and we brot our juniors along!

2005-04-24T22:52:00.000-07:00

A bigger closer and bigger look of us all!

2005-04-13T21:07:00.000-07:00

We'l be there soon!

2005-04-07T14:45:00.000-07:00

the stress if having another child is taking too much toll on me. i feel sad when my "good fren" cums evry mth...with evry expecting mum dat walks past me - makes my head spinning with envy! i'm so obsessed with expecting dat i think dat i feel anxious wit evry small symptoms! must learn to be less anxious and maybe just maybe, it will cum at the time whn i don expect! but dis is too long - tink shld i go to a doctor....i'm terribly tired when pple arnd me keeps askg when to hv another one - i've been trying since my firstborn was a few mths old - 2 yrs now n beginning to give up! i cry during my monthly dues! ARGHHHHHH!

2005-03-30T11:33:00.000-08:00

the week passed by so fast, rushing me for my deadlines. it seems dat everyday u cum back to wrk and evrything goes as per normal. do work evryday and time passes by.

need to chge my life a little bit - i'm a middle of new fitness regime rite now. me & my buddy will workout 3 days in a week after work - about 15 to 20mins of brisk walking along the canal. we are targeting to lose 20kgs and we shall don our bikinis once we've achieved our "fantasy" weight...imagine the hard work we need to do - like my buddy says "we are like tai-tais jogging wit our ipod and hppod!

2005-03-21T01:13:00.000-08:00

With my most beloved a the zoological gardens-behind us u cant see 3 hippos sleeping and floating in the water!

2005-03-17T23:47:00.000-08:00

cant wait!

my head is thumping wit all the suspense m waiting for the $$$$$...hmmmm..okay to all the concerned pls bear with me. i'm doing all my best...pls, pls, pls.....but what if my hsbnd's bonus doesnt cover?!!! no! i must be hopeful like hoping for my second one......Amin!

2005-03-15T13:45:00.000-08:00

marvellous

now that the plans are on the way , i begin to wonder how many percent will work out through...i'm looking forward to this, i dunno abt the rest. imagine...i've been in control of my expenses lately to save my cash. cut down on my cab fare home n lots more - forgot all abt the adidas pants even when i was offered as my belated gift, becoz i dont want the money to be spent all because of me....however, esprit is on sale....hmmmmm.........................ceh! forget it!

2005-03-14T22:50:00.000-08:00

The pure Islam colour-green!

2005-03-14T22:27:00.000-08:00

Enjoying the cold breeze..

2005-03-02T11:45:00.000-08:00

New shoes!

Me veri excited, FINALLY i got my new shoes - a pair or birkenstock! tks 2 my 2 buddies for pitching for the cpst of the shoes. Me veri in love! Enuf of that, i'm planning for my next holidau - BALI! but due to the current disappointment of my performance bonus - have to be veri careful with the accountin n guess what? my cute buddy n hby is coming along 2! very excited!

2005-02-01T15:30:00.000-08:00

coming!

what is dat? i'll be thirty soon! dat is what is cumg...phuh veri old reaching the number 3. wonder what lies ahead...a third of a decade have past through my life...what have i achieve? i still want pursue my degree...is it too late? no wait get another 2 or 3 birth certs more den go for my scroll...hmmm....

2005-01-28T13:15:00.000-08:00

MAD!

now, why would i be mad? its just not fair, s'pore used to belong to a malay ruler and after dat ang moh came, he bot s'pore and nw it has becum a multiracial country -dis chinese immigrants have since overly populated our temasek and nw we malays become the victims. nd i say more-everywhere dese immigrants have taken up all the good stuff, high post, high salary, and everythg else yg sewaktu dgnnya. How can i tolerate dis, we do all the work & nobody sees but one wrong step the whole neyborhood noe! As for them, veri easy....angkat aje! mesti dapat! kita yg bertungkus lumus takde recognition. I'm so MAD!

2005-01-25T12:05:00.000-08:00

i cant believe it!

i'm elated! last weekend nine west was on sale but my 400 has been exhausted on medical fees, medication, taxi fare all for the love for my darling! my bash is cuming, what do i want for my present i wonder.....? perhaps a new bag for work, new shoes,...& the list goes on.....

you give me fever

2005-01-18T23:16:00.000-08:00

the weekend was tiring, i had two babies to look after - my darling todd had fever on both days and on sunday i babysit my big baby. we chatted and gossiped and she sang to me with her harmonious lullaby. i was given a lecture to take the day off to look after my todd - but i need a break, went back to work to be away for awhile. turns out he was fine in the day & his fever came back at night! serves me rite! now i'm so very sleepy!

PMS

2005-01-14T14:45:00.000-08:00

i tot only women go through this but my soul partner has been in very foul mood lately, i really dont know why! PMS??? Just let him be...hopefully he cools off one of these days. its like everythg i say. he snaps at me....so better shut up! so nw i look like sumone under the silent magic spell - all quiet, no rebutt, no argue, all agree.... Now wht will i do this weekend? i stil have another man to spend time with..dis one always cheers me up everyday...arios!

relax?

2005-01-12T12:25:00.000-08:00

hmm...why this title? this year it seems that my workload is soooooo light, its half what i always do. however i feel suspicious...maybe more things to come? it doesnt matter i will work only what i'm paid for! even my resposibility have been cut into half! there is a new leader at work, personally not fit for her job...nvr mind....no point being green eyed! i have this sudden aspiration to further my education...i aspire to be a trainer one day...but before dat i want to make use of the baby bonus! pray for me!

feet comfort

2005-01-04T10:59:00.000-08:00

my ever loyal slip-ons i bot in few mths back have given up on me...I NEED NEW SHOES! i'm in love wit nine west shoes...will it be on sale? hmmm...mayb my ERS can cover the cost...but i tot i wanted to buy a bag? getting 400 like getting 4000! Dream on!

NEW

2005-01-03T13:10:00.000-08:00

Its the 1st day of school, many new faces wow! veri chaotic...my newlywed buddy has a new hairstyle va-va-voom...the other buddy took a cab to skool...hmmm...change?? me, stil the same lah..

a very sombre new year

2005-01-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

in the light of the recent tsunami tragedy, all the new year celebrations seem to in the same sombre mood. personally i feel the same too, it does not seem rite for us to be too joyful with the about more than 100,000 lives lost around us....