Cant help it..hv to pour this out!
Now its a new year...
sumhow 2007 doesnt seem to be a new year. ..pasal semua pple around me sama aje..i begin the year wit sum sedihness..there are some unresolved feeling i have whc i never tot i'd go through..thks aries for listening n supporting me all this while..i wish you a blissful motherhood coming soon! dont be scared!
nw wat is unresolved? ok here it goes...i feel sad with myself coz i tink sumtimes m too obligating wit pple...i do so much for them..of coz i do dat becoz i feel for them...i feel sad dat wat hpn in the past are just forgotten.....i began to tink, perhaps i'm not being sincere dats y i'm raking it all up...u guys tink so?...watever...but i tink not!...evry little ting i have dat reminds me of the past...tears me...god?! was i just a phase dat was meant to past and moved on...i do believe dat our lives moves on but are memories meant to be forgotten?..do i have to do more so dat i'll be appreciated? i'm not asking for an award....its just painful to realise dat dis does happen to us.....if i choose to be quiet abt it..fine den!...go on n be quiet! till u r fine den we can be normal agn....looks like its all not worth it! again we are in different roles now...we hav our own familyn all dat...but come on...I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!...i keep tinking dat i'd never have frens like dat..but i'm beginning to tink i do have...n fate..like aries says, its testing me...the more strained i am the more i see the person...i dont knw hw i'd react if we were to bump with one another, literally i mean...ok will continue dis wen i can...to you guys out there dont terasa ha!...only the person i meant will know who i'm talking abt!
