Too much?

i feel dat i'm doing so much in one place that i've been neglecting others in another place...at work i've been doin so much above and beyond my call of duty when i tot that it'll be recognized...however due to sum change of spate of events..my recognition might just poofed in the air...poor me!

at home, i've slacked so much....i'm told that i'm not trying hard enuf, yet again i don have energy, perhaps juz perhaps since doin 2 much at work doesnt help den whats the point? I'm lucky though i still have my big punching bag at work for me to let go...i love her sooooo veri much...my wonderful ram!