Thursday, April 07, 2005

the stress if having another child is taking too much toll on me. i feel sad when my "good fren" cums evry mth...with evry expecting mum dat walks past me - makes my head spinning with envy! i'm so obsessed with expecting dat i think dat i feel anxious wit evry small symptoms! must learn to be less anxious and maybe just maybe, it will cum at the time whn i don expect! but dis is too long - tink shld i go to a doctor....i'm terribly tired when pple arnd me keeps askg when to hv another one - i've been trying since my firstborn was a few mths old - 2 yrs now n beginning to give up! i cry during my monthly dues! ARGHHHHHH!

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